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"We can never know what to want, because, living only one life,
we can neither compare it with our previous lives nor perfect it in our lives to come."

"When the heart speaks, the mind finds it indecent to object."

- The Unbearable Lightness of Being, Milan Kundera.


My favorite book of all time, I can read it over and over again, with different insights each time.

Anyway, what I want to say is, I guess sometimes, all I want to do is to follow my heart.
Even though I do wish I know clearer and better what I want.

Moving on completely randomly, exams are coming to an end!
*THROWS ROSE PETALS*
hahahaha

I can't wait to spend a fulfilling and quiet Friday after my paper, doing simple things, staying out late and just being happy.

Oh, and here's leaving you with another random quote that I chanced upon, and decided that I kind of like it.
No attributions on the web, so I have no idea if it's from a movie, book or whatever.

" Find arms that will hold you at your weakest,
Eyes that will see you at your ugliest
and a heart that will love you at your worst."

Kinda sweet huh? I wonder if there's really someone that will always be there.
hmmm :)

Maybe I should get myself a tumblr, to store all my favourite quotes.

Oh, I feel like playing soccer and baseball, shit, you hear me?
How about tennis and some kayaking too?
I can feel the adrenaline pumping!
hahaha.

I had my film paper today and I am so glad it's over. So, to celebrate, this is going to be my first photo posts in a long while!

Facebook makes me lazy.

Anyway, last friday, together with a couple of her friends from sec school and JC, we thew a surprise for LCC's 21st birthday at Helipad.
It was quite nerve-wreaking planning for the party because her highly suspicious personality makes it very challenging to keep things under wraps. HAHAHA.
But all in all, I'm glad she was happy.

Looking back, it's been 13 years of amazing friendship and it's funny how I even became friends with some of her friends.




( Crazily random, you don't have to read :) )

I want to talk about the KRMF which happened last month. Didn't blog about it earlier because they were under so much media pressure, I guess it should be alright now.

( My own reflections. )

Awww. so sweet :)
Seems like something straight out of a romantic love flick though. hahaha.

On a separate note, this customer that I once served at BNJ kept calling me to work for him. I can't decide if I'm flattered or freaked out. I mean, all I had with him was a 15 minutes or so conversation and he decided that he wants to sign a contract with me? What a risk he's taking. 

Then again, maybe life is really about taking risks, going with your gut feelings.
There are times when I think I spend too much time pondering on the what ifs and maybes; All that time wasted on attempting to derive at a rational conclusion makes me think that perhaps, I'm better off just moving ahead, going with the flow. 

Sometimes I wish I do things without thinking of the consequences. No, I'm not kidding, but I can't.

Somebody just told me I'm great, that I have a sweet smile. Kinda freaky but it's suppose to be sweet I guess. HAHA.
Yet, I can't seem to feel happy today, not even compliments can lift me up.

It's been quite some time since I feel down. But this is life, shit happens.
And I still believe that when you are all the way down, the only way is to go up.
The sad thing now is, I'm not exactly all the way down, just maybe, somewhere in between.
Regardless, life goes on. 

I hope too much and I'm dream too much.
I consider myself an idealist and I think this isn't good because when expectation falls short and reality hits,
I'm often left to pick up the pieces.

Learning to be contented, that's the key to true happiness. 


 

 

 

OMG. I laughed like mad. Must be the stress. HAHAHAHA